One thing I've realized lately is that I am very sure of myself. Yeah. I'm sure I'm too nervous to raise my hand in class. I'm sure a dirty look on a day like this would make me cry. I'm sure I feel awkward at even my own parties. I'm sure my sleeping for hours in the afternoon is the result of being bored with myself. I'm sure I hate most versions of most things. And the truth is, I kind of like it this way.