We all just long for some companionship. We could be in a relationship and still be so lonely. Is it from getting rejected too many times? There could be someone right next to us and we want to hide, the want to be close to someone, from them. I'm guilty of it myself. I'm addicted to the feeling of new relationships, I'm in love with the power alcohol gives me to forget, I like the idea of just holding someone close. I don't like being lonely, but don't mind dealing with it if I can brush hands and get that feeling for just one minute.

I live for that feeling.