I'd like to be freer, please, to say what I want to say. People would be upset or angry with me if I said things more. Sometimes people don't listen so I don't try at all. Sometimes there is so much a b a b a b that i begin to feel nothing I would ever say would make a difference.
This is not because I feel I have less to offer, but because sometimes nobody really wants anything anyone else has. People are always wanting to be most present. And I always just assumed I was an extrovert. Oh, fuck.