i'm getting sucked in by days of our lives. it makes me think differently about people that watch them all the time. i mean i know they're real stupid, but i guess because they're so over the top stupid i like them.

same goes for judge judy.
it is a constant thing trying to be what i think is a better person. i realize after i say mean things sometimes that i am a bitch. i don't really think there is another way to say it. i know when i'm doing it that i'm not mad at that person, but i get stressed and snap.

the biggest bitch i ever met did give me some good advice once...
"sometimes you just have to wake up and say 'I'm going to be nice today...even if someone else isn't'"