notes and ideas found in my own pockets, none of which will be implemented.

12/12/07 Quick questions and a slow realization.

"how do you vent?
recommend a shrink?
psych ward?
panic/anxiety attacks?
hearing more in music."

12/12/07 Suggestions on the selection of a wok.

"carbon steel.
oriental food stores.
flat bottom.
non-electric."

12/13/07 A collection of thoughts on collecting my thoughts.

"I do need time apart. otherwise i'm not making a complete effort, i'm trying to live in both worlds. i'll probably make me realize what i'm missing, if anything. rushing away, though, is even worse than rushing to her. maybe if we both saw someone else we'd be better able to put this into perspective."