i like you. i want to kiss you. i want to love you. be good and know that it's good. i do not want to date you, though. i do not want to. you would be horrible. to me.

voice of reason:

try to tell yourself you don't hate yourself
tell yourself you like yourself.

* * * * * spickets running * * * * *

some nights, these days, i would always rather be alone and not talk to anyone
all night.